The first time….

Posted on June 2, 2015 by Blu

so it’s another work week and I’m stuck in MD at OPSEC, and I’ve wasted away most of the day. Best part is…I got paid for it. So I guess score one for the kid right? 

I realized today that I’m truly happy where I am in life. Yes, ole crazy me!! I’m actually happy. It’s amazing how it took all this time to get this way but I am. I truly thought I was happy with my ex, but I realized that through it all I was putting on a front. Like most bipolar people I found a way to put on a mask and hide what was really going on in my life. 

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What have we learned

Posted on May 31, 2015 by Blu

As a person that suffer’s from Bipolar Disease, I have learned to cope with it and deal with it.  As life drags on, I’ve learned that I have to learn to control my illness and not let it work against me. So after all of these months and years of being severely diagnosed, I think that I came to the conclusion of my end all root cause.

My ex.   Continue reading →

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I’m coming back

Posted on January 27, 2015 by Blu

Hey folks, I haven’t forgotten about my blog, just been busy with moving, unpacking and getting things settled. I started to do a vlog, but I don’t really want to show my face on here just yet.

But there shall be more post forthcoming. I’m going to attempt to blog everyday of February.

Well I must get back to work.

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All by myself!!!

Posted on September 8, 2014 by Blu

So I was going to blog about something serious to me…but I think it’s best to talk about my progress.

If you been following this blog and my progress since I started it, then you might be aware that I just recently went on vacation. It was the first vacation I’ve been on since 2007. That was the last time I felt “healthy” enough to get away. Well this time I never felt healthy, but thought that if I got away I would feel better upon my return.

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Finally posted

Posted on September 4, 2014 by Blu

So last night i finally got the nerve to put up the nightmare i had last week. It hurt to sit and finish the post i had started last week. I had to dredge up the memory of it all and relive it as if it was just happening once again. I was half way through the post before the tears started welling up in my eyes.

but i finished the post and then i handed my laptop to my bestie. you see i’m still on vacation here in california. and while this was supposed to be a week of pure relaxation, i was constantly reminded of why i’m alone in the dc area. i’m a very hard person to get to know.  Continue reading →

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