Been down a bit today. i don’t know what’s going on with me. i’ve been on my meds, might have skipped a day or two…only cause i fell asleep faster than i expected. though it never last very long.
i just wonder…are they working? do i have what it takes to make it? i guess only time will tell.
it’s the first of the month in about 2 hours…someone posted something earlier…that said…what have you done in the first half of this year. are you proud of it? what will you do in the 2nd half of the year.
well what have i done….
i started a new job
i moved
i sought out treatment
i’ve lost friends
i’ve lost associates
i’ve cut people off
i’ve established my budget and finances
what will i do
i will lose weight
i will get fit
i will get a new car (new to me)
i will get a promotion
i will get some honest recognition at work
i will figure out where my love life is going or if it has sailed on forever
it’s only july. i hope that maybe a vacation will do me some good. the fact is where will i want to go…detroit to see my sis and her kids, or cali to see my wifey and her boo. i’m ready to just get away for a bit to do nothing. maybe i’ll go on an olivia cruise, who knows.